~lilmskrys

I'm in this phase where all my styles and tastes/preferences in things are starting to define.

Musically, I feel my collection is lacking the *umph* that I've been wanting. I HAD it, but now that my styles are all changing, so has my musical tastes. I'm in the midst of searching for the hardest dance floor thumpers and it is SO difficult to find them. I guess I need to look even harder.

Fashion. My fashion sense is drastically growing. All growing up I was never afraid to look different than the next chick. It was more of a nightmare to wear the same thing as someone else. Now I realize that it is inevitable to run into these situations. It's inevitable that someone else may have the same style as you, but the fact of the matter is that there is only one ME. And no clothes, shoes, scarf, necklace, etc. can EVER make me better than the next person. It's all in how it makes you feel. And now I wear things that make me happy and comfortable.

School is changing also. My leadership position is taking control of all my school time. And having to balance it all is the art I am currently trying to master. A lot is always asked of me and it wasn't until recently that I've been able to put my foot down at the things I can't or shouldn't do and tell people that it's just something I can't do. My confrontational skills are different now. I question everything. I will always fight until I can't fight anymore. And at that point, I move onto the next fight that I need to focus my energy on. The current fight : NSAC.

Design... I know I'm progressing. My main fight in design: WEB DESIGN. I noticed that it was the most critical question asked during our showcase: "Can you do web design?"... I am currently understand accessibility. This is a critical thing that people FAIL to thoroughly understand.

Money. It comes and it goes. It is important to buy things not only for yourself, but for others. I have been more giving with my money. I will have plenty soon enough. And maybe soon, my next fight will be SAVING.

My relationship - I really couldn't be any happier. We are so content with the way things are and only look forward to the future we have. We know now that NO ONE / NOTHING can ever get in between of this thing we have. He is my world... and I would tell the entire world if I could. 6 years this Valentines.